Hello again

SO I sit down to write and my thoughts are fleeing. I am sorry for the last few posts, My thoughts are mangled and I didn' t have time to do a spell check. So i hope you enjoyed de-coding my wiritng.
So things are good here. I am learning. Slowly. but my main thing is that God is showing me that I am loved and He wants to spend tiem with us. He walked with Adam in the cool of the eveing and jsut as husband and wife like to be in the presence of the other not nessicerily tlaking just enjoying the others presence. So it is with the Lord. I am hearing testemonies over and over about the things the Lord is doing or done in teh world. and it is over and over again, that it is not what teh people or missionary has done but the Lord is doing it. We need to seek teh Lord. He will show up and do the work. He will bring people to hiimself. I am relearning the loving character of the Lord.
Really there is so much to take in here that I don't know how to convey it all I hope to get better though.

We wached Braveheart the other night for fun. It hit me in so many new ways. I loved it. and How our freedom was purchased faught for, blood shead in battle. yet we hand it over to be oppressed again and again, tuck tail and run. and make all that death and blood shed be for nothing. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. man you should watch it again. So that is 1 tenth of what I felt in the movie. the signifigance was so powerful. We have God given rights, do not surrender, stand firm against the enemy. We are teh Lords any attack against us is illegal. We are private property - perchased by the Lord.

As for the prayer requests i had mentioned last time... DON"T worry just pray the Lord will protect and provide. And He has. We have prayed adn walked around our house and read scriptuere and reminded the spirits of who lives here. Children of the Lord most High. I coudl feel the shift. it is great. Stand confidnet. THe Lord didn't give us a spirit of fear. Know who you are in the Lord.
So do no worry. we are not to worry. I will remind you that the Lord is in control!!!! Or have we forgoten how mighty He is. I say that to a few people who I know can get stress out easily. so that is your push to remember truth.

I have not written much about the culture or the people - why to be flat honest it is the hardest part for me here. The culture here I am told is very diffrent that most of affrica due to the influence of westerners. BUt over all I am adjusting. The Lord gave me a scripture in Ezeaikiel 34 ? it is talking about the lost sheep and how they have been lead astray and hwo they need shelpard. I coudl hear the Lords voice pleading will you not take care of my sheep. will you not show them who I am and lead them out of deception. I coudl hear Him hurting for His creation to coem to Him to know Him. ( I know that it also talks about Isreal and things that will happen to them, but I kwno teh Lord was speaking and using it to speak to my heart about reaching out to his people.)

Well I will leave you with a song I have learned here. and absoloutly love. It shows the passion that I am sourounded by and learning from. Jesus is to be our bridegroom, remember....

Daughters of Jersuslem, tell me can you find him, I am lovesick, I am lovesick
Daughters of Jeruselem, tell me can you find him, I am lovesick, I am lovesick
All I want is to be near you, with you, where you are...

but do you hear the passion for the Lord. That is a realtionship, but religion. Religion is jsut rules you should do this ect... I want a realtionship. Man I am learing.... just to Love the lord. Love the Lord you God with all your heart. We can forget the simpelest things so easily can't we. ookay welll I wanted to write. talk to you soon. -B
So prayer requests, what ever the Lord lays on your heart.. and that the Lord would guide me to where He woudl have me next. or if there is a certain country I am to work with. But the Lord will show you, just ask.