What to say. at the moment I am counting down the days. You can take that both ways.... counting down the days to seeing my family and friends, and some nice long forgotten convinces. experincing arts and media again is a excitement of mine too.
But on the other hand I am counting down the days a and feel like a little kid that doesn't want to go and is being dragged along, my feet are pushing against anything i can find for leverage and not to make me go. I have become accustomed to life here. I have made friends and at times they feel like family too. There is a mighty work taking place here and I hate to walk out on that.
I am asking my self this question a lot. How do missionaries do it. Leave there loved ones, some times for a lifetime. the only thing I can think of is to stay focused on the task Christ i s calling you too.
But with each day that passes I want to say that I realize how little I know.
So yep my time here in Brazil is almost up. I would love your prayers as I am seeing I am torn and need the Lords guidence.
But am so thankful that I have had the privillage of coming here and working with PAZ. I am continuing to learn from the missionaries here. I hope I have gathered as much drops of wisdom from them as possible.
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